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It has been nine months since I last wrote something here.
My life indeed changed. I've met amazing people and they've made me so happy. I recently met this guy who feels just like I do, and he has become one of my best friends in such a short period of time. He makes me feel lighter and he makes me feel happier and he's the kind of friend I ever wanted; like in that entry I posted a year ago: "Sometimes I wish I had a friend like myself." We are exactly the same. That makes me feel less sad.
I don't like what I'm studying and I feel sad and hopeless all the time. I want to crawl under the covers and sleep and read and drink tea and watch French movies. I don't want to wake up every day and attend to classes that make me feel like shooting myself. I am so terribly sad.
Anyways, I have things to do.
I'll write when I remember I have dA again.
My life indeed changed. I've met amazing people and they've made me so happy. I recently met this guy who feels just like I do, and he has become one of my best friends in such a short period of time. He makes me feel lighter and he makes me feel happier and he's the kind of friend I ever wanted; like in that entry I posted a year ago: "Sometimes I wish I had a friend like myself." We are exactly the same. That makes me feel less sad.
I don't like what I'm studying and I feel sad and hopeless all the time. I want to crawl under the covers and sleep and read and drink tea and watch French movies. I don't want to wake up every day and attend to classes that make me feel like shooting myself. I am so terribly sad.
Anyways, I have things to do.
I'll write when I remember I have dA again.
We're all looking for something.
My life will change in two days.
People don't usually say this. I mean, life just *changes*. You don't know when or why. But I do know that things are going to go completely out of place. Or they're going to fit perfectly in my life and things I don't need will disappear. I hope for the latter one.
I am bored and I should definitely be showering at this very right moment but, you know, procrastination. I've been watching anime and that's a bad sign, sort of. I've stopped reading a lot and that is even a worse sign. Let's wait.
I need new friends. The relationships I'm maintaining with my current friends are way too complicated. I want some
A fool's life.
Happy 4th of July! (I'm not even american. I shouldn't be allowed to use the internet)
I was in Miami exactly three years ago and it was so fun! You american people love celebrating this day, don't you? I remember we went to the beach and saw the fireworks and drank and walked and there was a concert and picnics and yay, fun! It's the only time I've been to the US in summer time. I always go in winter and it's so cold ;-; (except for Florida. Florida's always extremely hot or just about good in winter). So I hope you're all having a great time and being safe (what)
I've traveled twice in the past month. One time with my family and other tim
Forget the horror here.
Last night was the worse night of my existence. I drank so fucking much. You have no idea. I was so fucked up and kept babbling and dancing and making out with people and crying. I cried my eyes out. I told everyone how fucking depressed I am and I told what I thought about them. I held my friend's face close and kissed him and cried and cried and kissed him a little bit more. I shouldn't be allowed to drink. Fuck fucking fuck. I can't remember everything. I am so ashamed of myself.
In other news, I'm going on vacation! My plane leaves tomorrow morning and yay beach. I will bring you seashells. What.
Adieu!
We're not old at all.
Sometimes I wish I had a friend like myself. I know it sounds extremely pretentious and I'm not the best friend you could possibly wish for, but I know most of the time when my loved ones feel hopeless I can say something that brightens up their day, at least. But lately I've had some serious issues to handle and whenever I try to tell my best friend how unhappy and uneasy I feel, she just tells me ''Aw, don't be sad''. I'm not fucking sad, I'm in extreme pain. Or she evades the theme. I know it's not easy but I want someone who can elaborate a little bit for me.
/End of rant.
In other news, yesterday I cooked quite a lot. For breakfast I
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